Question

Greetings,
I'll be very greatful if you will find some time for my question. I understand that buddhism (or practice buddhist teaching) is the way to find answer for all my questions. But I have realy lack of willpower. I have read lot of books about buddhism and I also found our local zen sangha, where I can practicing. But everytime when I should start practicing, I'll find for my self some excuse why I don't have time or why I should leave. For example when I was last week on sangha weekend of our zen comunity, I had so stressful morning (just in my mind), that I have packed my staff and leave before even start morning practice. I just though for my self that I should leave. And it isn't only about zen practice. I have very weak willpower. Is there please any suggestion, that you can give me? Thank you very much and sorry for my english. Best Regards Radim.

Answer from Master Kosen

No?


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