Question
I am what I am not, and I am not what I am. Who am I? Who am I? I am. But what else? I do not know… But I know that I know, even if I do not know that I know, and sometimes that is oppressive.
I know that I am.
I am so ignorant of the Whole… I am Nothing, but I know I am the Nothing that comes from the Whole.
Aaaaaaah, there are so many of me… It makes me so unstable, yet so versatile…
My mind affects my body too much. Problems relating to the maternal side: breast surgery; difficulty digesting the past: an operation on my stomach and intestines to evacuate it; difficulty relating to the masculine, femininity crucified: early cervical cancer.
I believe in nothing, but I have faith that Everything is possible. I recover very quickly from these operations. I would even say… that I can make myself sick or heal myself with a snap of my fingers… but I am tired of falling back into the same patterns.
I do not know where in the world you are, but I wish to meet you at a moment chosen by Universal Energy and listen to you tell me about myself so I can realign. A coincidence of chance brought me here; it is not for Nothing… the Whole must complete me…
Anonymous
Master Kosen’s answer
I wish you good health, love, tranquility, and patience.
Kosen