Question
Hello, thank you for your answer.
Why are some people outwardly calm but vicious inside? Where does that come from? I am calm in very bad situations; I feel full of peace, energy, and clarity.
I feel I am supposed to protect something, but do not know what. This “feeling” is very strong. I have many questions; I am working on them. I can sense things in bad or good places. When I look at someone for a while, I see colors around them, but I have to concentrate. I do not tell others about these things. Why is it like this?
I have so much pain inside.
Thank you. If you do not want me to ask questions, just tell me; I do not take things personally.
Pete.
Pete
Master Kosen’s answer
In reality it is the opposite: we are calm inside; our deepest nature is calm, and the viciousness you mention is not that deepest nature. Stop identifying with your emotions; they are your true enemy. Forgive your enemies. We all have the same demons, we are all brothers, we are all God. Stay centered.
Protect what you have to protect. The fact that you do not know “what” is a good sign and proof of your sincerity and divine nature.
I am writing you this line from Psalm 23 in the Bible: “Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear nothing, for you are with me; your rod and your staff comfort me.”
Kosen