QUESTION (resumed) :
Am I turning aside?
QUESTION (original) :
I'VE BEEN PRACTISING FOR TWELVE YEARS, WHEN THE FUELWOOD OF THE ILLUSION OF THE FASCINATION, FROM THE ORDINATION ...... HAS ALREADY BEEN BURNED COMPLETELY I AM AGAIN WITH MY STUPIDITY AND MY FEARS.... THIS IS TO SAY NAKED AND AS THE SAME FOOL AS USUAL.
IS THIS PART OF THE WAY OR AM I TURNING ASIDE?
ANSWER :
Everything forms a part of the way but there are slow ways and rapid ones.
KOSEN!