Questions to Master Deshimaru
Question
You often say that the greatest freedom comes through zazen, but you also say that it is impossible to do away with all one illusions. Isn't that a contradiction? How can you reconcile illusions and freedom?
Answer
It is possible. Illusions really come to an end only in the coffin, but it is important to regulate, control them. Cutting them off by force -with a chastity belt, for example- simply makes people hysterical. So, how are we to regulate them through the practice of zazen? Control does not mean cut. In our lives today, for example, we may want to make money so we concentrate on money, but without running after it, without attaching ourselves to money, and we receive it without greed; otherwise, it runs away like the cat. To remain peaceful always, and not anxious, is best. And in that way, through zazen, we can regulate desires as they arise.